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[17 Jan 2005|06:43pm] |
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in your face melissa... im a genius. <joke> havent
updated in a long, long, time-my birthday is coming up and i cant
wait....i need to find sumthing to do! im so depressed tho
.. so sad, this semester is totally retarded , u just dont know, well ^^^ fyi-garden state is a great movie
( ahhhh! )
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[04 Dec 2004|07:03pm] |
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saw the nutcracker today--BORING, but hey im a good friend, going to spend the nite at heathers while my parents go get drunk at the christmas party, how fun for them ,..,. fuck
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[01 Dec 2004|12:52pm] |
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You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already? | |
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[30 Nov 2004|07:41am] |
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omg-im so sick now....my throat hurts...and im coughing, i feel bad. sad huh...all i want to do is sleep..i need some pills, ahh,.,. help me
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[29 Nov 2004|07:43am] |
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havent updated in a really long time...wasnt able to get on the puter, my week was so fucking gay,.,. makes me mad i dont have time to write n e thing right now IM A FUCKING IDIOT - i hate myself
She's just waiting for the summertime when the weathers fine
She could hitch a ride out of town
And so far away from that low town good for nothing mistake making fool
With excuses like baby that was a long time ago
But that's just a euphemism if you want the truth he was out of control
But a short times just a long time then your mind just won't let it go
Well summer came along and it then was gone and so was she
Not from him because he followed her just to let her know
A dreams a dream
And all this livings so much harder than it seems
But girl don't let your dreams be dreams
You know this livings not so hard as it seems
Don't let your dreams dreams
Your dreams your dreams be dreams
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[17 Nov 2004|03:37pm] |
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today sucked
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[16 Nov 2004|07:45am] |
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today is gonna be a weird day---
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[15 Nov 2004|07:29am] |
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[11 Nov 2004|07:30am] |
omg... i NEED to get some new burts bees before i go crazy...a while back i got some with the red top : lifegaurds waterproof sunproof , something like that: b/c i didnt see n e regular ones, so i got it and i found it has a white stick instead of clear and i put it on and it turned my lips a gross pale pink color...eww totally disgusting, so i really need some because my lips are burning ,.,. its like im having withdrawls ,.,. from chapstick..lol
im so hungry right now...every morning i pass by the bakery place,.,. mmmm , i want a blueberry muffin right now.........
last nite i feel asleep listening to john mayer, i love his lyrics...they make me think of someone, :( awe sad,,.,. but a broken heart is like a broken mirror, its better to leave it broken then to hurt yourself trying to pick up the pieces....
if i could afford the statue of liberty i would give it to you - ryan lewis
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[09 Nov 2004|07:35am] |
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My only solace is that one day,
judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead don't worry too much,
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for meSo what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
if you blink you could miss so much. please don't ever close your eyes
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
That it won't and it won't because it can't
Because it just can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
ALl you need is love is a lie cause
We had love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters
So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right
I called
Because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don't hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me 'til your dying day
Don't let me get away
Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Split screen sadness
We share the sadness
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
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[08 Nov 2004|07:57am] |
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LAST PERSON WHO ..
x. Slept in your bed: me and my dog
x. Saw you cry: probably heather, she makes me cry
x. Made you cry: ^^^
x. You shared a drink with: idk
x. You went to the movies with: omg…its been forever, I think heather jarrod ashley and jake
x. You went to the mall with: family
x. Yelled at you: my step dad!!
x. Sent you an e-mail: my aunt
HAVE YOU EVER ..
x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: like once
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: naw
x. Been to California: no
x. Been to Hawaii: no
x. Been to Mexico: no
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Cuba: no
x. Danced naked: probably
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes actually, but I think im gonna keep that one to myself
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not really,
x. Had an imaginary friend: no
RANDOM TID BITS...
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes,.,. maybe??
x. What book are you reading now: nope
x. Worst feeling in the world: being cheated on
x. Future son's name: undecided
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
x. What's under your bed: notta thing
x. Favorite sports to watch: fsu
x. Siblings: kim and mike
x. Location: st. marys
x. College plans: emory
x. Piercings/tattoos: my ears
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: no one—such a loser
EXTRA STUFF ..
x. Do you do drugs: no
x. Do you drink: sometimes
x. Who is your best friend: heather and melissa
x. What are you most scared of: the dark
x. What clothes do you sleep in: a shirt and panties
x. Where do you want to get married: a church
x. Who do you really hate: justin
x. Do you drive: yes
x. Do you have a job: soon
x. Do you like being around people: my friends
x. Are you for world peace: sure y not
STUFF ..
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: no I think I HAD a chance with someone, or at least I hope I did
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yeah
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: well yeah,
x. Want someone you don't have right now: hella yeah
x. Are you lonely right now: yess
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: at least I know im a sinner
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: sure,.,.
FAVORITE ..
x. Room in house: KITCHEN
x. Type(s) of music: emo screamo
x. Band(s): atreyu tbs
x. Color: lavender
x. Perfume or cologne: a&f perfume
x. Month: its cold…and my birthday
x. Stone: garnet
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: no
x. Gotten sick: ive been sick for like a week
x. Sang: yeah duh…o haha outh choir last nite..lol
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: no
x. Met someone new: some old lady with one leg
x. Missed someone: hella yeah
x. Hugged someone: everyday
x. Kissed someone:
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[05 Nov 2004|07:35am] |
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Having a Bit of Sugar Stick
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Filling the Creme Doughnut
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Betty and Veronica
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hmm...interesting
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[01 Nov 2004|07:49am] |
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well tis weekend me and heather hung out.... all weekend.... friday i went to her house after skool and then we went to the game in hinesville... so damn fun, we stood on the BI side to hang out with kick ass jason... which was great because we cheered for camden and people were like..."camden sucks"...so.. then we went to sonic, eww they put letttuce and tomatoe on my hamburger,.,. so gross, but n e ways, we got home and heather just passed out on her bed... so i climbed in there with her,.very uncomfortable... saturday we did a whole lot of nuthing.... yesterday we went to church as usual and the hung out at the casa... watching fu'tbol del mexicana then we got inspired to play some ourselves,.,. so we were in her front yard listening to mexican music playing soccer in the hot sun....and theres some details that i choose not to articulate, then we went to church again... well im out...
<3 me
( somebody get this song out of my head!!! )
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[28 Oct 2004|08:01am] |
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sitting here thinking about life..in general,.,. me and h are going to the game tomorrow .... so thats about all the excitement i have in my life...i just feel lonely
last song i listened to this morning
Lift up a stone and you will find him,
cherish the beauty in the world around us
Not in buildings or crosses made by man
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
Your forked tongue prophecies,
carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified,
then maybe just maybe you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about.
My only solace is that one day,
judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
Raise up your head, unclasp your hands,
your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live,
not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book
What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others
Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense
For the people that you've hurt, and the being your dishonor,
Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means
Judge me and now you are me and what's worse
You are now a traitor to your god
Tell me Judas, how does it feel to be looked down upon
Sinners like you, should be stung up from the highest tree
you judged me and now you are me, stop playing god
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[25 Oct 2004|03:42pm] |
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im having a bad day...thats,.,. almost sad
( cruel to be kind )
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[21 Oct 2004|07:34am] |
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well...yesterday was picture day and a lot of people looked fake...but n e ways im sitting in the library waiting for my so0-called friends.,.,. last nite we got another puppy,.,. she's adorable, i luv her,.,., today i talked heather into getting sum excercise with me, god knows we both need it. so after we r running,...if it doesnt rain. omg im sitting here and i have fall out boy stuck in my head...<it was the last thing i listened to b4 i left the hizzie.> well im going to do something fundamental...dont know what but.,.,.
PEACEup...
( lalalala )
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[15 Oct 2004|07:42am] |
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if i could get the solar system...i would give it to you-ryan lewis
this week has been totally different than usual...cant wait to see what happens this weekend...im gonna sit back and sleep, fuck going to the game, ya know,.,. it was raining this morning, and i had to ride the fucking bus, so gay,..i hate riding the damn bus...3-4 more months i wont be. god i cant believe heather-who is 16, failed the fucking permit test... wtf? but i have to love her n e ways, ., well ... im gonna go be social <3
( found out some fat kid on my bus listens to atreyu )
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[14 Oct 2004|07:39am] |
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bored as shit....
Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
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